Chesed

This morning we walked toward the desk to register like normal when I noticed the family at the desk. Mom and Dad. And a little girl with thick, healthy hair.…

Do we need to separate the goodness of God from our situation in order to make sense of His goodness? When someone gets a full night of sleep with three…

The past two weeks have had so much hard in them I don’t dare to write about it here. Like other difficult things people experience in life this is multifaceted.…

One of the big challenges of my life is being mom to three little people while going through this. That’s a job in itself. Add ongoing unrest, all the time…

You know the movie, “One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest?” I wish pediatric cancer were far enough advanced that what we are experiencing today would look equally astonishing and barbaric.…

It’s a completely different experience doing chemo here. I’m guessing that’s true no matter where you go. Check in was fast and efficient and we were guided into a very…

We saw Liam’s surgeon again this afternoon. I’d been dreading going in. It felt like every time we heard anything we just heard more horrific news. But as the morning…

There are many days when I wonder how in the world I’m still standing upright. There are days when I physically feel my body almost buckle with the weight of…

I spent so much time Wednesday morning on the phone with the discharge coordinator trying to work through getting a CPM machine for Liam. Our insurance is worse than slow…

Because they only took 1 and 1/2 cm of bone this time and no additional muscle, as opposed to 20 cm of bone, an entire muscle, portions of two additional…